So when he brought me my morning brew and told me not to leave my bed until I'd drank it I started to think about what was making me feel like this and what I was gonna do to pull myself out of it.
This is what I came up with...
So right now I'm trying to milk every minute as productively as I can to get my uni work off to the best start before I go back in September. Paired up with doing most of it from home, spending long days with none other than L and D to keep me company, the daily routine and future business plans, iced with girl issues ( don't make me say it aloud) and a seriously f*cked up wireless printer, and as you may be sensing , it's a recipe for major frustration, creative decline and obscene chocolate cookie intake. (And stupidly long sentences!)
Iv realised that creative juices definitely don't flow being home alone all day and trying hard to be productive can sometimes be the most productivity inhibiting thing you can do.
Today I'm letting it go.
Channeling the mantra that only I can control how I feel, only I can stop myself procrastinating and my work will only come and be good if I'm happy and I'm enjoying it. So today is all about that.
Walking, cooking, drinking coffee and spending time out of my house. I'm doing stuff that I can start, complete and enjoy all in the same day. That way no pressure or guilt comes from not getting stuff done and tomorrow I will be happy and motivated to get creative again...that's the idea anyway!
Peace out!
Xoxo
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